As I listen to her voice goosebumps rise on my skin.

My heart quickens, beads of sweat run down my skin.

I feel the pain that is omnipresent in my soul expand.

It hurts so deep.

So deep that I start to cry.

I leave so no one sees me.

I walk outside and think about the pain.

The pain that succumbs me.

Think of what it is, of what it is for.

As I feel the pain course through me I feel nothing but sadness as I realize that why I hurt will never happen.

That it will never happen.

That I will never feel that joy.

That I will never feel any of the joys that can come from it.

So I sit alone, in the dark.

Sad ... And alone, never to feel again...